not blue. – Kagamine Len

 
not blue.

Music & Lyrics & Arrangement: 食器棚の人 (Shokkidana no Hito)
Vocals: 鏡音レン (Kagamine Len)

Romaji:
Dore kurai mae darou kono michi wo kimi to aruita
Te mo tsunagazu yukkuri to tada narande aruita

Matataku shingou ga “hayaku hayaku” to boku wo sekasu
Ano hi no kimi mitai de imasara namida ga deta

Chigau michi erande kara
   zutto maigo mitai

Wakatteru wakatterunda yo
Meiro tsukutta no wa boku nanoni
Wakatteru wakatterunda yo demo
Derarenai yo ima mo omoi no deguchi mitsukaranai

Mamoritai nanika wa kowarete chitte
   umoreteiku noni
Kowashite shimaitai mono ni boku wa mamorareteta

Kimi ga inakutatte hora ikasareteru

Wakatteru wakatterunda yo
Boku wa boku de shika ikirarenai
Wakatteru wakatterunda yo dakara
Nigeteta jibun wo ima nara dakishimerareru

Wakatteru wakatterunda yo
――Gomen ne.

Wakatteru wakatteru yo tte
Kimi wa sou itte kuretetanda ne
Wakatteru wakatterunda yo hitori
Omoidasu ima mo uketomete kureta egao

Wakatteta wakattetanda yo
Kuyashii yo.

Kanashiku nanka nai yo
Setsunaku nanka nai yo
Samishiku nanka nai yo

Kimi ga, inakute mo.

English:
How long ago was it when I walked down this road with you?
Without even holding hands, we simply slowly walked side by side

The blinking traffic lights urged me to “Hurry up, hurry up”
Just like you had been back then, I’m crying now

Ever since we chose to go down different roads,
   I’ve always seemed like a lost child

I understand, I get it already
Even though I was the one who created this maze
I understand, I get it already, but
I can’t get out. Even now, I still can’t find the exit out of these feelings

Even though what I want to protect is broken, scattered,
   and will be buried away
The thing I wanted to destroy had been protecting me

Even though you aren’t here, look, I’m still living

I understand, I get it already
I can’t live for anyone but me
I understand, I get it already, so
If it’s now, I can embrace the me who I had been running away from

I understand, I get it already
――I’m sorry.

“I understand, I get it already”
That’s what you used to say to me, wasn’t it?
I understand, I get it already. Alone
I still remember your smile as you coped with me

I understood, I already knew it
But it’s painful.

I’m not sad
I’m not pained
I’m not lonely

Even if you’re not here.

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